Okay, this afternoon starts a new leaf.
I'm done being fat. I'm done eating constantly.
I'm only eating iceberg lettuce from now until September 7th, which is my birthday.
I might add ranch dressing or other vegetables if i get bored. But never anything over 100 cals.
I haven't been on here lately, I was on vacation with no computer.
But i gained about 10 lbs. It's disgusting. I feel so horrible and lethargic.
Exercise will be every other day for two hours, mainly cardio.
Now that I have school, I wont have to worry about eating so much because I'll be busy with everything else. (:

Let's just pray my boyfriend doesn't find all this out. :]

How is everyone? Let's talk; keep each other motivated.
US texting buddies? I have unlimited. (:

This week was horrible.
My boyfriend cheated on me.
He broke up with me.
Then he almost killed himself.
I went there to make sure he didn't and we talked.
We ended up getting back together.
I don't trust him one bit. Even though I say I do.
I've had a pit in my stomach for 36 hours now. It won't go away.
At least I'm not eating, right?

I don't know what to do, I'm in such a slump.

But, on the bright side, I got a job and I like it.
Its just hard not to cry while I'm working.

Today was absolutely amazing.
I saw Mayday Parade, A Kidnap in Color, My American Heart, The Frantic and The Graduate.
My feet are killing me, but it was well worth it. My best friend went with me, and we had a blast. I wouldn't have wanted to go with anyone but her. We love Mayday; that's why we went.(:

I don't know why, but I'm in such a good mood. She always seems to put me in one. I get so happy for her, I start to cry out of sheer joy. She was having fun, which is what she needs and deserves. I swear to god, I'd be completely nothing without her. I've finally found someone whom I actually care about 150%. It's an amazing feeling.(:

Finally, I had a happy day, thanks to her.
And, if you're reading this, I love you so much, hun.


OH, HA! Other random story: I went on a bike ride today, on some random trail by my house, and I'm biking when I see a kid from my school walking down the trail. I turn the corner and the entire track team was sitting on either side of the road. Mind you, I was in the shortest shorts I own. Ha. When I finally thought it was over, AROUND JOGS MY CHEM TEACHER! lmaolmaolmao. It was so awkward. Ahaha. Guess you'd have to know him to realize the awkwardness of the situation. Hehehe.

Don't know what else to write.
I'm exhausted, and sun burned.
Nightt!